Saturday, 11 April 2015

It's Been A While...

Long time, no speak. I apologise for that, I wish I had an interesting excuse or an just an excuse in general, but I haven't, the fact of the matter is I just didn't feel like doing anything. There is a lot going on with me at the mpment I'm not too sure what I'm doing or where I'm going, I don't know what direction this blog is heading, I have no idea what I want to wear or how I want to look, all the clothes I own are dark and I just don't feel like myself anymore and the problem is I don't know what will make me feel like myself and that's frustrating because from a young age I always knew who I was and what I needed to wear to feel like myself and now I haven't got a clue and. We all go through this at some point in our lives, where everything you once knew and was comfortable with now seems foreign and strange, it's not the greatest feeling and you tend to feel a little lost. I've been feeling this way for a while now but only now has it gotten stronger. I'm at the point where I want to rid myself of my whole wardrobe and start fresh but unless I suddenly come into a large amount of money that isn't going to happen. Everything is just...I don't know, it all comes back to " I don't know" I'm just a big bunch of don't know, I went out yesterday in the hopes of finding new clothes but everything I found just did nothing for me, there was absolutely nothing that screamed out to me and I suddenly went into "don't know" mode when asked where I wanted to go next and I was starting to get extremely emotional over stupid things, like deciding which quilt cover I wanted, I started to get upset because I couldn't even decide on a quilt cover, that's how frustrated I've become with everything in my life, a simple quilt cover decision sent me into a meltdown. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.....I don't even know how to end this blog post, I just don't know......I do hope, however, that you are all well and that you have a good weekend. I'd like to hope that there will be a post next Saturday, but with my track record I wouldn't get too excited, lol. I think I will leave it there, I don't know what else to say..so, until next time, take care xx

8 comments:

  1. I've been there many times and am going through a strange transition period myself right now. Just keep on going and things will eventually make sense! Or at least that's what I keep telling myself anyway.

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    1. Thanks...That's what I keep telling myself. Someday's it's more successful than others. Hopefully it'll all work out and soon and I won't feel so lost. :)

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  2. You are still you, and I hopefully you will manage to acquire or make some outfit pieces you like. Taking it one day at a time helps. You have already done eight more posts in year 2015 than I have (I've only done one so far). Best wishes for luck, health, wealth, happiness and inspiration.

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    1. That's lovely of you to say, thank you...things are slowly getting better :)

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  3. Good to see you back

    Love Vikee
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  4. What a great post. Don't apologize why you were gone now you're back! :)

    Love,
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